I really had no intentions on publishing this post... but after my sister posted about it on her blog... I figure I'd share it with all of you.
October 15th is infant loss and remembrance day.
I personally have 5 angels I care about, and two "rainbow babies".
For those who don't know, a rainbow baby is a child born after the loss of another child. Thus the rainbow after the storm.
I have written about my angels in the past. About my miscarriages. About my feelings. And I've linked the article below.
http://lllbyame.blogspot.com/2011/05/lesson-of-day-never-forget-your-angels.html
Every day I think about them. In fact, writing this, I've already cried a little. The fact that maybe I wouldn't have my daughter and son right now if I had them. What they would be like? Would I have gotten them either way with my two beautiful babies I have now?
There will always be the "What ifs" in life. It's your choice to live through them or make them better. After living in the dark for so long after I lost the first set. I chose to wake up and yes, it is easy to fall back into when you've had multiple miscarriages like I have, but you HAVE to get back on your feet. Because your rainbow may hidden by the mountain.
Please take a moment, and light a candle with me.
October 15th is infant loss and remembrance day.
I personally have 5 angels I care about, and two "rainbow babies".
For those who don't know, a rainbow baby is a child born after the loss of another child. Thus the rainbow after the storm.
I have written about my angels in the past. About my miscarriages. About my feelings. And I've linked the article below.
http://lllbyame.blogspot.com/2011/05/lesson-of-day-never-forget-your-angels.html
Every day I think about them. In fact, writing this, I've already cried a little. The fact that maybe I wouldn't have my daughter and son right now if I had them. What they would be like? Would I have gotten them either way with my two beautiful babies I have now?
There will always be the "What ifs" in life. It's your choice to live through them or make them better. After living in the dark for so long after I lost the first set. I chose to wake up and yes, it is easy to fall back into when you've had multiple miscarriages like I have, but you HAVE to get back on your feet. Because your rainbow may hidden by the mountain.
Please take a moment, and light a candle with me.
I light a candle everyday. I have a special candle specifically for remembering all of the angels dear to my heart!!
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